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I encourage you to seek out the help of a competent medical professional. If you can find an Addictionologist in your area, that would be ideal. This is a psychiatrist who specializes in addiction.
I am not sure where you live, but if you can get to one of Dr. Amen's (Daniel) clinics, they could do SPECT scans of your brain for you and give you recommendations of what kind of diet, supplements and lifestyle choices would help your brain best recover as well as medication recommendations if needed. Ecstasy is known to continue to cause problems with memory even once you discontinue use.
Worry will not help your process. Find someone who will help you to regain what has been damaged.
Good luck.
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Jennifer Hamilton
LCSW, CADC
Owensboro, United States of America
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Testing/Assessment, Anxiety or Fears, Child or Adolescent Issues, Divorce, Trauma and PTSD, Personality Disorders, OCD, Addiction or Substance Abuse, Mood Disorders, Parenting, Compulsive Disorders, Other, Spirituality, Chronic Pain or Illness, ADHD, Impulse Control Disorders, Relationship Issues, Women, Thinking Disorders, Depression, Finding Your Purpose in Life
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